If nothing means
nothing, anything can mean anything. Shoe can mean shovel and bacchanalia can
mean badminton. I’m hanging over an abyss. It looks black down there. And deep.
Deep and black and looking back.
And it is full of innumerable
and endless worlds.
Innumerable and endless
words.
Because words are worlds
and marrow and marsh hawk are married in mass.
The more reality a thing
has, the more numerable are its attributes. Even a monotone has shades of sound
that opalesce in the ear when a register rustles along the spine of a sea snake
or a bell rings in a filling station.
I once saw an owl on a
fence in Wyoming. It was late. The owl had come out to begin its nightly hunt. But
wasn’t awake. Or maybe he was there for some other reason. Waiting for a bus.
The owl bus. The Wyoming Owl Bus to Owl City, Wyoming.
Animals don’t talk and
so it is necessary to invent fables and things for them to say and think that
in no way correspond to reality. This is one of the pitfalls of language. It gets
in the way. It idealizes. It creates idioms and idiopathy. Idioplasms and
idiosyncrasies.
If you drew a tree in
front of a sun you would have the Chinese ideogram for east. Then what is
west? West is a nest.
The mysteries lie in
eglantine.
For it is the nature of
a substance that each of its attributes is conceived through itself, as do bubbles
and balloons that coruscate with fata morganas of jump rope pixilation. And
grapes growing in New Hampshire and dishrags with faces and the faucets of old
sinks and mists moving over elevations softening trees and rocks and a stuffed
platypus on a player piano.
Hum de hum de hum.
Plinkety plink plunk plinkety plunk.
Words are whirls of
xebec serendipity. Form seeking form. As if ghosts of meaning needed shells of
sound. And the rain was a grocer in a doorway sipping coffee. Kindliness in the
kindling of a moment.
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