The lessons of life are relatively easy.
Eat well, keep warm, get plenty of sleep. Try to get along with people. It’s
easier to avoid people, so if you can do that, that would be the ideal thing,
but if you’ve got to be around people, it’s hard, I know, but try not to kill
anyone.
Above all, pay attention.
Notice things. Care for things. Love animals, they have to put up with human
beings.
Most everything in life
is easy to figure out. Religion can be a tough nut to crack. Watch out for that
one. What none of us really expected was to have a front row seat for the sixth
mass extinction and the death of a planet. That’s a bit of a surprise.
I hate giving advice. I’m
not really cut out for that kind of role. I’m just saying things to say things.
Saying things is fun. It’s fun to say things. Saying say is fun and so are
guffawing and duplication.
It’s somber to guide a
milkweed through a forest of prepositions. But it’s good to have lots of soap.
Snow transforms the world. I’m an inveterate homebody so when I see snow out
the window I can’t wait to get outside and cease being an inveterate homebody.
Maybe I’m not so inveterate. Just an ordinary homebody waiting for some snow to
come along and urge me into the public sphere.
Life can also be thorny.
I should mention that. It can hurt. Painful things include romance, paper cuts,
and war. Avoid war. At all costs. Avoid war and those who endorse and begin
wars.
I no longer have any
family. Parents are all gone. What has taken its place is a feeling of
detachment, of being untethered. The burden of one’s-self is lightened. When
there are fewer people around to mirror your being, to reflect your image back
to you, which is going to be highly distorted, that’s inevitable, you’re left
with a distorted view of yourself. Quite often, that’s not good. If you pay
attention to the Buddhists, you’ll eventually discover the true self is
not-self, or anatta. There is no essential self, no core at the center of one’s
being that is permanent and unchanging. There is just a bubble, and bubbles
pop.
I blow soap bubbles for
our cat. She likes to sit and watch as the glistening little spheres come
drifting down to the floor where they repose for a few seconds before popping.
What does it take to
produce a fact? Verifiability: whether the item at hand can be demonstrated to
correspond to reality. For this, you need witnesses. Reliable witnesses.
But what the hell, let’s
take a chance, fill a thermos full of coffee, and go to Mars.
How does one weigh a
thought? Do thoughts have substance?
Thoughts are waves. They
capsize canoes and lead to languishing under willows in lonely English meadows
waiting for inspiration to bring us food and silverware. It’s good to be around
water, especially when it’s deep and still. This is where reflection takes
place. Ideas emerge. The horse is saddled. There is a reckoning to resolve. An
experiment to conduct. And so once again thinking causes microcosms to roll
around in the head like coconuts.
It’s difficult to be
honest, particularly with one's-self. But if you can pull it off, you will solve
the problem of people. People don’t like being around honest people. Honesty
hurts.
But why say that? Why
should honesty hurt? Aren’t there occasions when honesty opens the eyes to
something that feels good? I’m sure that happens. But no instance presently
emerges to confirm it.
I want to be open to
things. I want to be open to the world. But that comes with a price. It helps
to be numb. Numbness costs money, and leads to addiction. So be careful. Be
careful being numb.
Do you have a favorite
tool? I’m partial to the shovel. It’s good for burying things.
Books, on the other hand,
bring back the dead. We hear the bells of Notre Dame, we see a cowboy riding
through a stand of cactus, we feel the emotions of emperors, we smell the
freshly ploughed dirt on a Nebraska farm in 1882.
Technically, heat is an
excitation of molecules, but the sensation is something entirely different.
It’s one think to analyze the phenomenon of heat and another to feel it.
Follow the parabola of an
idea across a sheet of paper and you’ll discover a pot of gold in your cerebral
cortex. We can go onto the parlor and discuss this. I think we may be on to
something, don’t you? Something light. Something drifting slowly through the
air. Empty inside. Shiny outside. A bubble. Drifting down. Reposing. Thinly.
Delicately.
Pop.
What is the interaction
between the body and the mind? They are one and the same.
Or not.
Maybe the relationship is
based on interrelation with the world at large. Would it make sense for a mind
to be confined to the head? No.
It makes sense to find a
living dynamic in stone. A dollop of morning unrolling on the ground. The
voyage begins with a single scooter. The organ can make music but the object
itself is not music. This is the lesson of pipes.
And air. At my age it’s
easy to sift through the ashes and find something worth saving. What did I
learn in life? I’m not sure. It’s temporary, I can tell you that. Closets are
weird. Houses are expensive. Diseases are dismal. Outlines are powerful tools.
Fiddles are actually violins. The doors of perception may be opened by
psilocybin, but don’t wake the dog.
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