I
feel embarrassed to be feeling any embarrassment. About anything. Including my
mushroom chair which, frankly, is a nucleus of determined prissiness. I’m
reminded of the sapphire poetry of wasps. Their hard colors & fulminations.
The slide of a sheet of paper across the desk as an impregnable reaction
enchants the party with its fuselage of tongues. Look at them, flapping away
like there’s no tomorrow. Which there isn’t. There’s only this present, this
numbness I’m coaxing into the brain where it can do some good & elevate the
sanctity of idleness to a summit of material ineffectiveness. Dare the storm to
support your patterns. It will ignite you to podiatry.
The panacea lifts a scorpion & we
drink to the pale air. Genitals need a little summer now & then. The carrot
is heating my stomach with a frankness pertinent to the vegetable world, &
this makes me suck more time from the well of space, where time ripples in a
fateful placenta of stardust. We can feel it vibrate in the warm amenities of
our bones. We scramble around thinking about getting a blinking tibia to give
us a nucleus of highland rubber. This gets reflected on the almanac plumbing as
a paper wasp brings us memories wrapped in a jeweler’s hat, & we stand
there gazing at a universe as it wanders through our fingers looking for
textures & loose change.
There’s a mirror in front of me & a
mirror to my left. There’s a mirror in my myrrh & a little myrrh in the
mirror. The mirror that mirrors me best is the mirror of error. Errors are the
air I breathe to find the right light to write on the vapor of the paper that
drifts in a Berlin of glittering mirrors. The juror looked at the killer in the
mirror & saw a murder in the curtain. The brighter the silver the quicker
the shimmer that stirs in the mirror. Scissors & quivers & rivers in a
mirror. Figures & dinners & millers in a mirror. Mirrors mirroring
mirrors are what words are. Writ of error. Reign of terror. And the dribbles
are scribbles that wiggle in trickles. Sang the surfer in a fervor.
Open the lightning in Polynesia. Tap the
clock. Let the white ice overflow. Exhibit the remaining capsules. Unbalance
the dry pain & let it walk into the palatial syntax of dragons & fire.
Decipher this life as a marathon, a give & take, the slosh of water in a bucket.
And make that bucket glorious. Make that bucket a preface. Make that preface a
constitution. And sleep.
Wake me when we reach
Neptune. Until then, I want to dream. Sleep & dream of rhinoceroses on the
savanna. Of Renaissance monasteries in a time of vendettas & passion. Of sapphire ants at the
periphery of the holy. Of a woman’s hands building a fire on a piano. Of duty
& pleading & how pleasant it is to drift in space. The masterpiece that
is succotash. The oilcloth that is cows. The nucleus of a plummet which is a
dishcloth. That awful woman from Fiji. The bookcase & lamp that sang in the
corner without making a sound. The Queen of Denmark & her quarrelsome
parrot. All these things that are scientifically unmeasurable & yet glow
into nightclubs & stars.
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