Ellipsis

I wish you could’ve seen this before it became a sentence. The initial idea, to create an elongated device upon which to rotate an object or to join several parts together using words or remedies that appear to come from another dimension, collapsed under the weight of its terrible ambition and splattered the walls with sanguinity. I need to be more like water. Water readily yields its need for space and chimes graciously with a world of spirals. But how do you make anything mechanical that has the fluidity and circumlocution of wine? One could begin with leather, but that requires death, and coagulation. Transformation is seldom this provisional, and yet a massive extraversion dwells among its gratuities. Everything requires a certain interval in which to service its debts and come to terms with oblivion. Purple is indeed my favorite color. My arm can hold everyone within the parameter of this purport. I feel that the pull on it can become something I can accentuate. Maybe later, when we're in Spain, and the geraniums are thriving.

Let us turn the page now to page 19 of your life and see what’s going on. Pirates have seized the stronghold and sway to the Caribbean rhythms of a long stroll through a nimble advantage. Shine. Shine, my friend. I'm giving you everything. Everything I wanted to give you. Impetus, muscle, and jewelry. My impairment, when it comes to dollars, has been a blessing in disguise. If it weren't for asymmetry, if it weren't for imperfection, if it weren’t for intervening spaces and sloppy conduct, if it weren’t for moles and warts and intellectuals, the universe as we know it could not exist. If matter and antimatter had been perfectly matched at the beginning, the cosmos would consist solely of photons and energy with no stars, or galaxies, or life. My subscription to Wizard Daily would expire, and I would not reach the end of À la recherche du temps perdu. I would never have had a Banzai Burger at the Red Robin on Eastlake. Or thumbed a ride to Redding in 1974. Or be here now. Blasting to Neptune on a one-way ticket to serendipity.

Popular opinion sometimes signifies that which freely emanates from the moving mass. Which is not often good. What you want is a freely diversified expansion of germination. A place to sit and read and watch the world mull upon nothing as it teems with life. It sometimes occurs to people that they’re not who they thought they were. As one door slams shut, another opens. Rocks slide across the floor of Death Valley in high desert winds. And this becomes a poem. And a big casino. Flashing lights. Ecstasies and lows. People think it’s cute when extraterrestrials do Disco. It’s as if a windlass were built within our DNA and we hoisted anchor when things turned moldy and sour. This led to a search for the soul and a leaning toward exotic literature. Muscles work in harmony with one another, which leads to writing, and hills like white elephants. Symbols full of glide. Dimensions prolonged by pleasure. Orthogonals and paths. There are luminous birds that rise up and create a sense of camaraderie thanks to balloons. And the cost of it is nothing. It has no real existence. Things grow bold in a tumult of words, and there are sometimes new and open perspectives that weren’t there before. Like permission. And cake.

I learn by contraries what is hidden in cans. No one errs in the aspect they consider. Be it fencing, ballroom dancing or watercolor painting, there are, and always will be, a first time for everything. Being wrong. Being right. Being poised and logical. Being chemically imbalanced and full of curiosity. Generalities can be deadly. Said Michel Deguy. Sometimes swiftly, sometimes slowly, and in an irrefutable and contradictory manner, a pragmatic paradox takes hold, and clicks like a ratchet as it grasps the situation and gives it a nice firm turn. Pragmatism takes a certain pragmatism to be pragmatic. That’s the reality. Now I’ll give you the truth: there’s no such thing as an ellipsis. It’s really just dots, followed by nothing. And that makes it bulge with import. The ellipsis is a deferred existence, a raw openness of universal indeterminacy. A perfect state to be in, if you’re a writer, and it’s spring in Ibiza, and the waitress is coming…