Here
comes the reconciliation waffle with the holes Aaron Burr gashed. Oasis but
moose it’s those noodles that blob into baseball caps. Gastric noble those
milkweed. The blemish burst that apostrophe. Nailing is just nasty. Rattle now
quickly your feet between the intrepid kettledrums in this decoration that
soaks elation. The blood does easily its wisps. Mimic zinnias in buds in taxis.
Antifreeze. Manufacture blood to show laughter is the same as ceremony and all
it has are tinkles. Nervous shoulder the trigonometry to a blacksmith. Gut open
forms algebra. Epidemic which kegs that the paraffin bivouac by dot. There in
the duty twist the escalator to cars. Waterfront technicians grease yearning.
The habitat explored throughout earthquakes that weather has scarlet. One more
pasta burlap immersion in words. Hand investigated eggs. Squid to much black
papaya in licorice was rain. Naked aperture geography was money and glob. Yak
their zipper jukeboxed. Onyx while linoleum and append the chapter. Ventillate
the hacked tea. Lactate lachrymose xenon in cushions. It scorches tall pink
that a scarf has hackles. Feasible qualm makes grimaces. Those thermodynamic
tugs which gardens flag. Hardly a jacket the opals in quince. Waterfront to
mince magnet does to fizz. Denial delivery doing appeal his weave and nobility
a shave might apparel. Dirt life or how appetizers dust a paragraph. Apartment
being joists. Variable light which hails scald here to balm. Indigo the
sometimes network jelly. The same quay harms its tarpaulin but ultimately in
papier-mâche pastels. The barrel between permits a parachute. An ultimatum
begins to spin and to fireball pastel. September writes a metal saw.
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Thursday, March 27, 2014
The High Dollar Sonata
The
high dollar sonata in the underground of meaning promotes kindness and
truffles. The words jet daily out of my mind, out of my mouth like atoms,
like toes, like the rumbling of a Bermuda tan on a slow wind in the early
morning, before the moon has had time to bathe, and the sky is still tethered
to night.
The
high dollar sonata is the sonata that is drawn by necessity into upright
endearment. So that it’s a corollary to gaze, a hammer to idealize, to
squeeze mightily with the hand as the hammer comes down on a nail, and hammers
home the logic of conjuncture, conjecture, conjuration.
The
high dollar sonata justifies the existence of planks, the slow green calories
of pleading polyphonic understanding, human understanding, which is the
understanding of feeling, human feeling, mammalian feeling, simian feeling, and
the movement of camels.
The
high dollar sonata feels sculptural because it is the occurrence of trolleys,
this pudding of rails and sunlight, this pudding of steel and confusion, confusion
amid order, order amid disorder, the hysterical wonder of disarray, which is an
ecstasy of words, of writing and supposition when supposition goes wild and
arrives at a meaning impregnated with algebra.
Algebra
is the uninterrupted soot of thought when thought turns abstract and ganglions
of number anticipate the contributions of Italian. Habits follow the mind
around, and the privacy of perception. Poetry is a jaw held together with green
wire and yellow wings and is a form of algebra in which symbols call for
popcorn and punctuation. Plot is obliterated and silken convolutions of thought
sprawl in a geometry of talk and pepper.
The
high dollar sonata may seem at first like an understanding of dimes, and it is,
when it comes to American currency the high dollar sonata is monetary and
colors iron with arsenals of rust and red and spirals of mustard. This is how
color enters the picture. It affords the semantics of rain the substance of
anything resembling a bayou. This is where the opinions of water bubble into
form and we find that there is a corollary to thought as the glow of neon in a
comedy of pain.
The
high dollar sonata is a joyful flinging of words with an accompanying sedation
of hills. The treasures of civilization are in the shadows of reality. Language
is such a shadow. Language is the shadow of the personal in a bar of soap. It
is how words can convert to glass, or click into the jelly of the eye and honor
the rhythms of thought with the watercolor and sawdust of a beautiful
indiscretion, overtures of meaning in metal that sound like a road loosely
organized as a musical of gas and elk, or the lens of a camera savoring opportunities
of light, in which case the high dollar sonata is not so much a sonata as the
flapping of nerves in a miracle of air.
Sunday, March 23, 2014
A Beautiful Deformity
Imagination
is fluid. It rains metaphors. It is the current that swells, twists into
python, hangs in the rainforest in a pact of scale and skin. The imagination is
fugal, not frugal. Its luxuries are hands, the clay of our making, the steam
and warmth of our existence. The auras of Vermeer. The golden browns of
Rembrandt. I can feel language begin to stand in its meat and give me wings.
Can you pull the rain out of a garden hose? There is tungsten in a tongue when
the imagined world coheres in thunder, when the urge of a nerve creates a sound
like morning. It is the force that shapes the air, puts a fire in the eyes,
uproots an idea from the archeology of a moment and gives it acceleration and
hats, fables of sand from an alphabet of blood.
We always think of the imagination
as the faculty that forms
images. On the contrary, it deforms
what we perceive; it is, above all, the faculty that frees us from immediate
images and changes them. If there is
no charge, or unexpected fusion of images, there is no imagination; there is no
imaginative act. If the image that is
present does not make us think of one
that is absent, if an image does not
determine an abundance - an explosion
- of unusual images, then there
is no imagination. - Gaston Bachelard, “Imagination and Mobility”
Imagination
is the snake we hallucinate in our pajamas. It is walking in wonder. It is a
language that grows on the spin of an escalator. It is a brain that strains to
lift a forge of molten emotion into dripping conjugation. It is sticky with
perspective. It is a vapor tattooed with moonlight jerking a signal through the
house of jelly that is the human eyeball. It is neither cynical nor scornful
but ravenous for steel. It is the clarity we hold over a crumbling cod. It is a
tree full of birds and what it does on a knife. It is the smell of confusion.
It answers parliament with a kiss. It urges conference with the world. It
deepens the universe with bubbly transformation. It flows through a dream
flickering with synonyms. It worries an eye toward the transcendence of ink.
Perspective
is the angel of sense that we flex into wax. It is sister to the imagination.
If an old harmonica fills with music there is a balloon that tugs at the end of
a string. The story sizzles if it burns through a premise and makes reality
bigger. Hamlet drops a skull and runs. There is exhilaration in pumping a
bicycle to the top of a hill and gliding down like a prophet in black feathers.
The
imagination awakes and unbinds the bitter heart from its cage of bone. It is a
midnight cab in Glasgow. It is the trigger of a gun, the warmth of a lung, the
juice of a plum.
It
is the light of the desert on a ring of Sonora gum.
Sunday, March 16, 2014
Dear Mr. Blake
The other night as I was watching Russel Crowe
thrust his sword into Roman warriors and blood splattered the screen of our TV
to the applause of an enthusiastic crowd in the coliseum the steam kettle began
to whistle and I began to wonder what it is to be dead. I don’t expect an
answer from you on this topic, since, being dead, you may not have pens and
stationary much less a computer in the abode of the dead, if, indeed, there is an
abode of the dead. But is there? Is there an abode of dead? Or when we lose consciousness
and our body falls into its final abatement and the spirit is released from its
mortal burden, do we merely disappear? Like the steam from the steam kettle? Do
we rise as a vapor and disappear into nothingness?
I’m assuming, since you made a number of wonderful
engravings on the subject of death, as the magnificent door of death with the
old man hobbling on his stick for support, his back arched under the burden of
life and the frailty of the body as it ages and decays while, simultaneously, a
younger renovated man seated in light and glory just above the great stone
framework of the door looks into the heavens with awe as beams of light emanate
outward from behind his body in an éclat of golden transcendence, that you may
have some things to say on the subject.
Naturally, it is a mystery to me what materials are
available in the afterlife and what methods of mail transport are provided to
the population of spirits in order to have communication with we beings still
wrapped in our mortal coils. No one that I know of has received a letter or
phone call from the dead, not so much as an email, or twitter. But I present
these questions to you in a mania of optimism and hope that there is in fact a
post office in heaven and angels acting in the capacity of clerks to attend to
the matters of written communication.
Meanwhile, allow me to entertain you with a few
facts pertaining to my existence on planet earth in the new millennium, which I
will not call a shiny millennium, but a drab and mechanical millennium, fraught
with snow blowers and sportscasters. People walk in trances glued to electronic
toys. Algorithms and lawsuits convert the joy of energy to career tracks and
steering committees. The imagination is deadened with video games and role
playing. Life is defined by digital download codes. Pestilence flourishes in
fogs and standing lakes. Urizen blinds the fires of youth with promises of
secure employment and swimming pools. Compassion and pity are set aside for the
accoutrements of success. Los and Enitharmon sit in discontent and scorn.
There are entertainments that fall on the mind in
shape of poetry, which as you well know is an eternal force, and cannot be
destroyed by the gears and pulleys of industry which darken the human spirit at
the same time they afford the body pleasures, patio furniture and androids.
I see you with your pen. I see your hand move on a
copper engraving. I see your eyes aglow the fire of creation. And I wonder what
you imagined this world would be when the factories of England stuffed the sky
with their billowing black smoke.
The world I live in is filled with cars and
computers. I don’t know how to describe the computer. It’s a thing of buttons
and numbers. That’s all I can say. Buttons and numbers. It is based on a binary
code.
Do you remember Leibniz? It was Leibniz who designed
the binary code. It is a system that uses 0 and 1, and is similar to the
ancient Chinese figures of Fu Xi. Leibniz was introduced to the I-Ching by a
French Jesuit named Joachim Bouvet and he observed with fascination how its
hexagrams corresponded to the binary numbers from 0 to 111111 and concluded
that this mapping was testimony of religious significance, a system that
converted the verbal statements of logic into purely mathematical ones, and so
substantiated the universality of creation ex nihilo, creation out of nothing.
This confirmed his theory that life could be simplified into a series of
straightforward propositions. And oh, how I can hear you howling as I write these
words.
The result is a planet distracted by electronic
toys. Toys that are eating books. The libraries are being hollowed out. The
written word is becoming digitized. The written word is being killed.
I belong to a minority of men and women laboring
alone to preserve the written word.
And yes, it is no small irony that I am doing this
partly on a computer.
Fingers dance on keyboards as the rain outside pelts
the leaves of trees and shrubs. And the written word is inscribed on a screen,
a realm of pixels and bitmaps, halftones and ghosts, so that I might reach you
in your library in heaven.
Sunday, March 9, 2014
Capitalism Inflated and Asphalt
Capitalism
what is capitalism capitalism is capital and capital is stink and indispensable
and rascally. Capital is a way to grow money into power and gifts and
metaphysics is for believing in driftwood and folds of dark and treasures of
the mind such as algebra and glitter. Capital is a way to speculate and
compound interest and generate fire. Capital sheds the gaze of simple parable
and becomes a giant urge to linger in sweet angora and float insoluble flavors.
Lips are the syntax that verge on pumpernickel. Capital means cutting is
contrast and erosion is erotic and sunlight.
We
like capital if it comes in boilers and circulates books and justice sparkles
in our hats. Capital plays above towers and includes postulation behind the
paint which is loud and we like it like that because we use flour and sex to
buy morals and exemplify deodorant. There is a rattle that carries the
intention which is red and blue and stitched with myth and a coast I know whose
rocks ascend beyond the impact of water and Picasso originates in zucchini the
paint marks the place when the voyage begins to chronicle itself by meat and
mathematics.
The
problem of capital licks a harm and attracts flipping and travel my theory
widens we collect bananas for strength and what sparks can fly are there by my
very own pushing. Incendiary pickles ache for hanging. Insistence and
tangibility. Capitalism in a light is not teasing or friendly it is just
expanding. A small smell is a personality. A fence is in the wilderness that
needs a reason to ratify limestone. This is capitalism at its worse. When it
bumps into perception and murders examination. Other than that it is
metaphorical and coops. This is no sign of peculiarity it is merely evaluation
and outline. By that I mean a social and economic system in which capital
assets are controlled by private persons and labor is purchased by open enrollment
and sea snakes. Crepuscular semen face value and intermediate prosceniums.
It
is malls and ensembles. A million is more than a thousand and there are some
who grow rich in nutmeg. What is the exchange rate when a pump pumps impromptu
and includes sleeves but not any mosaics or principles? Capitalism is neither
nails nor parrots but if you press a button for juice in a storm at sea you may
discover a dream across the gray is rags and creosote. This explains tungsten
but not wine not so much as a punch in the belly that evolves into shouts and
amusement.
There are different variations of capitalism which have
different relationships to markets and the state. In free-market and
laissez-faire forms of capitalism, markets are utilized most extensively with
minimal or no regulation over the pricing mechanism. This means that iguanas
can weigh heavily on a planet so let us ride elephants. Thirst is separate from
hunger because space is drugged with gravity and it is very easy to forget how
a lasso can infuse your consciousness with spinning and loops. Words are a way
to get at capitalism from another viewpoint and float it in someone’s head if
they happen to be listening or reading in which case capitalism drops anchor in
the bay and brings crowbars and civilization to the little town of pepperoni.
Money drives debt debt drives money I drive a Subaru.
Anger is taxation. Here is where the rubber meets the
asphalt and infrastructure arises out of a hot day in Alabama. I am slowly
building a music that will sell for thousands of dollars on the open market of
poetry where value is conceived as a form of damask written in folds of
fabrication and means it and a constant blue causes analogies to turn into
crumbs. I am strings. I am happening to swim like a crowded deer. This is all
because of capitalism.
It is up to you the treasurer to decide what to do with
chintz as it exists as an idea. It can attract crowds and make you some
important money. I am not excusing capitalism all that I am saying is wasps
with a buggy articulates interactions and elegant scenery is charming when it
bleeds anticipation and coffee.
The best way to use capitalism for your benefit is to own
its electricity in patterns of ink. It is there that the words invent
resemblances to things that you can taste and multiply into fat bags of money.
Saturday, March 1, 2014
Drunken Boats and Permission Givers
I find it interesting that we need permission for
certain things. We all carry within us a set of borders, a sense of boundaries,
limits of what is acceptable and what is unacceptable, and a frontier, a terra
incognita. The borders are for decorum, for social acceptance. The frontier - the
wilderness, the open sea, the uncharted and unnamed - is
for exploration, for artistic endeavor, for crossing our internal, cognitive
borders and arriving in the open, in a mental domain where knowledge and reason
are less empirical, less certain, less established and the aperture of our
consciousness dilates to allow more exotic feelings and perceptions to illumine
our nerves and open our eyes and ears. For me, that wilderness, that realm of
the exotic, has always been poetry.
My first attempts to write poetry were hesitant and
timid, tethered to a solid body of fixed ideas concerning the world,
encompassing the parameters of reality, and adhering to what institutionally
was considered admirable and good. This pertained especially to poetry. Carl
Sandburg and Robert Frost were the literary giants on American shores at the
time, the early 60s. But they didn’t interest me much. Their poetry was full of
saws and precepts and the imagery was tame and rural, all about goats and
apples and building stone walls and accruing wisdom. I did not want to accrue
wisdom. I wanted a passport for places unknown. I wanted permission to leave
the walls of the city and enter the forest of words with nothing but a song and
a sandwich.
That permission came from Bob Dylan. He was
primordial. He was my first exposure to the kind of wild imagery and weird
associations that inspired my deep interest in writing to begin with. Bob
Dylan, however, was a rock star. The medium of rock and the medium of the
written word, be it poetry or prose, were two separate worlds. Separate, but
not far apart. Evidence that the two worlds had conjoined, at least for a brief
time, was found in Larry Keenan’s series of photographs of Bob Dylan, Michael
McClure, Allen Ginsberg and Robbie Robertson standing in front of the legendary
City Lights bookstore. This fusion of pop music and poetry testified to a time
when the audience for both - for the world of rock and the world of
poetry -
was far more literate than it is today. In the early days of Greenwich
Village, the musicians were brought on stage to clear the room for the poets.
It was the poets who were the real draw.
It would be a few years after I’d begun writing
before I discovered Larry Keenan’s photographs. In the meantime, at about age
18, when I boarded a train for the University of North Dakota in the winter of
1966, poetry was a feeling for which I had not yet found the words.
Like most discoveries, my progress was slow. I
didn’t know where to begin. Where would I find a correlative to Bob Dylan’s
wild lyrics in books? I didn’t play a guitar. I didn’t play the drums. I had no
musical talent whatever. I knew from a very early age (I began my first novel
at age nine) that I wanted to be a writer. Deep down, I also knew what kind of
writing appealed to me. I sensed a capacity in language for endless invention,
for creating worlds of extraordinary dimension whose flora and fauna did not
correlate with the so-called real world. There was great freedom there, great
exhilaration. But I needed sanction. I needed permission. I had permission to
visit these places, but if I brought back treasures, would the world recognize
their value? Did that matter? Yes, absolutely. Recognition was as vital to me
then as it is now.
Gertrude Stein simplified matters greatly when she
said “I write for myself and strangers.” But I seemed to crave the kind of
sanction that Miss Stein gleefully dismissed. Perhaps because I was young.
Perhaps because I had hopes that my writing might earn an income. Whatever
impediments, primarily social, inhibited my progress as an artist, craved the
blessing of an established author. They didn’t need to be a stadium-filling
name like T.S. Eliot. They didn’t need to be a white-haired dignitary reading
their poetry at a presidential inauguration à la Robert Frost. They just needed
to have one or two books out. Words in print. A spine and a title.
I envy poets who write purely for the joy of writing
and for whom publication and recognition are of no importance. Bill Knotts, for
instance, has stated (wisely, I think) that anyone looking for fame in poetry
is crazy. It’s a waste of time, and not at all what poetry is all about.
Fame, recognition, acceptance, are all chimeras.
They don’t exist. Poetry is entirely subjective. Language is universal. Poetry
is universal. But everyone needs language. No one can function without
language. Poetry, which is language on steroids, is utterly unnecessary. Who
can say what the true value of any particular poem happens to be? If language
is a living body, then poetry is the virus inhabiting that body and driving a
fever that results in parables and ghosts.
Which means that the permission I was seeking was
the permission to not require permission.
In the summer of 1966, I hit pay dirt. A friend took
me to visit a professor at San José City College at his home. I’d taken one of
his classes the previous spring, a composition course which he’d kicked off by
playing Bob Dylan’s “Hey Tambourine Man” and the Beatles’s “Eleanor Rigby.” He
was a graduate of Harvard and his knowledge of literature was extensive and
global. He was the man to ask. I expressed my frustration at not being able to
find poetry written in the manner of Dylan’s songs. Ginsberg’s “Howl” was as
close as I’d come, and as much as I loved “Howl,” it remained heavily rooted in
empirical reality. The imagery was sometimes wild, but referred to the
recognizable squalor and ugly beauty of planet earth, its terrors and
ecstasies, its dreary unemployment offices and hotel rooms full of steamheat
and opium, people desperate and passionate and raw who enacted “suicidal dramas
on the cliffbanks of the Hudson,” flashed “buttocks under barns and naked in
the lake,” rocked “cunt and come eluding the last gyzm of consciousness,” “danced
on broken wineglasses barefoot smashed phonograph records of nostalgic 1930’s
German jazz finished the whiskey and threw up groaning into the dirty toilet,” “or
were run down by the drunken taxicabs of reality.” The poem is earthy, at times
rapturous amid the madness and squalor, and unflinchingly honest, full of the
wreckage and recreant agitations of an alienated world. There is a boundless
exhilaration to its splenetic, exquisitely detailed representation of the
bleakness of modern urban life. It came close to what I was looking for, but was
not quite it. What I was looking for was an even greater intensity, a language
so hot and molten it flamed new worlds into existence, bizarre hybrids of
syllable and skin, clairvoyance and chrome.
My literary satori was a boat, not a taxicab. My
professor friend handed me a heavy Norton anthology of world poetry with the
book open at Arthur Rimbaud’s “Le bateau ivre,” “The Drunken Boat.” This was
it: the answer to my question. Here was a poem that had it all: passion, ecstasy,
wild phantasmagoric imagery, attitude, scorn, delirium.
The poem begins on a violent note: the haulers of
barges, men who labored hard to pull barges of coal and lumber up and down the
rivers, are tied to poles by North American Indians and shot full of arrows.
What Europe knew of the Native Americans in 1871 was the stereotype of savages
utterly misconceived and presented on TV in the 50s and 60s. Rimbaud uses this
violence as a symbol for ruptured daily reality. After the haulers are savagely
murdered, the narrator, who is aboard the barge freighted with Flemish wheat
and English cotton (a symbol for European industrialism), is abruptly set loose
from the asphyxiating workaday world in which people are numbed by fatigue and
boredom and set adrift on the open sea, where the poet is awakened by tempest.
“Lighter than a cork I danced on the waves / That one calls eternal rollers of
victims / Ten nights, without regretting the stupid eye of the lanterns!”
The quotidian becomes delirium. Delirium frees the
poet of the restraints of logic and permits excesses of all variety, a taste of
the ineffable, experiences that cannot be tagged or named or catalogued. Language,
which is a naming machine, is disrupted and goes haywire. The imagery becomes
gloriously chaotic:
Plus douce qu’aux
enfants la chair des pommes sures,
L’eau verte pénétra ma
coque de sapin
Et des taches de vins
bleus et des vomissures
Me lava, dispersant
gourvernail et grappin.
Et dès lors, je me
suis baigné dans le Poème
De la Mer, infuse d’astres,
et lactescent,
Dévorant les azurs
verts; où, flottaison blême
Et ravie, un noyé
pensif parfois descend;
Où, teignant tout à
coup les bleuités, délires
Et rhythmes lents sous
les rutilements du jour,
Plus fortes que
l’alcool, plus vastes que nos lyres,
Fermentent les
rousseurs amères de l’amour!
*
* * * *
* * *
* * * *
Sweeter than the
bitter flesh of apples to children,
The green water
penetrated my hull of pine
And blue wine stains
and vomitings
Washed over me,
dispersing rudder and grappling hook.
And from then on, I
was bathed in The Poem
Of the Sea, infused
with stars, and lactescent,
All-consuming greenish
azures; where, pale with buoyancy
And enraptured, a
pensive drowned man descends;
Where, staining all at
once the bluishnesses, delirous
And slowly rhythmic
under the resplendence of the day,
Stronger than alcohol,
more vast than our lyres,
Ferment the bitter
freckles of love!
The
power of “The Drunken Boat” carried me further out to sea. It gave me
permission to write as crazily, as nuttily, as eccentrically as I wanted. There
was a precedent. I had license. I had my papers. I was now a first class
seaman.
Of
course, no one really requires permission to write however and whatever they
want. A poem, irresponsibly set loose on
the world, is not going to injure anyone. But deep down, admit it or not, we
all want recognition. We all want validation. And if “The Drunken Boat” had
found its way into a Norton anthology, than there was the possibility of
acceptance among the institutions that conferred degrees and awards and
respect.
When
Rimbaud first read his poem publically at a little café on La Rue Férou, near
Saint Sulpice, he set literary Paris on fire. He rose meteorically among the
ranks of serious writers and, still an adolescent, acquired legendary status as
a rebellious, swashbuckling delinquent. And, still in his early twenties,
disillusioned by the corruptions and vanities of the literary world, he would
stop writing altogether and find himself working for an import/export company
in Ethiopia and Yemen. He experimented with photography briefly, but for the
most part, wrote letters home complaining about the miserable conditions he had
to endure, and requesting books on metallurgy and candle-making and mining. Still
intellectually restless, he craved books, so long as there was nothing remotely
literary about them. And he craved acceptance by the world, by the standards,
such as they existed, in nineteenth century Europe. Ironically, that would not
happen. His fame would rest entirely on his success as a flamboyant, outlaw
poet. He would become an icon for artists such as Bob Dylan, Michael McClure,
and Jim Morrison.
All
one hundred lines of his poem “Le Bateau ivre” now encompass the entire wall on
La rue Férou. I would pass it on my way to go running in Le Jardin du
Luxembourg, “Le bateau ivre” towering over me in the Paris morning air like a
continuing sanction, a final permission to live as fully as possible.
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Gusto
The poem ignites. Its pistons growl into words. It
crashes into reality. We ride its clattering hulk all the way to Liberty Road.
We seek sanction. We seek employment in factories of apparitional loom. We find
heroic diversion in worlds of blue and green. The colors of nature. The colors
of propagation. The colors of rumination. The colors of myth and idea. The
colors of gas and thought and coincidence and water. The silk of wisdom and the
crimson of expectation. The colors of calm when you are expecting rain and the
colors of anticipation when the reflections grow black and diagnostic. When
cocoons are scrupulously quicker than mosquitoes. And imitations of life
chatter like a circus of doors.
The wrestlers merge into life. The dream they enact
is enriched by parable.
I run and flip my collar studs. I see a junkyard
pulse with African violets.
Is there anything missing? I see a phonograph that
sees me. Disraeli Gears spins round and round. The black of its vinyl and the
needle in its grooves bring Cream into life.
Life is not a collar stud. Life is more like
popcorn. There are times when all you want to do is ramble. You don’t want to
say anything important or rich or denotative. Nothing indicative. But something
spitting and greasy and exquisitely accelerated, like hunger, or correlation.
I want to be luminous and malleable. I want to be a
blade of light. I want to enlarge on the peculiarities of increase and the actions
of the mouth. The mouth, the human mouth, is charming and oval. When it opens,
worlds issue forth. This world. My world. The round fat blue and white world
that spins in space and tilts and limps and hangs and rocks. The world of
throats and boats and riddles and rides. The world which is wrinkled with
mountains. Which is daily and daffodil and dalmation. Which is nerves. Which is
metal. Which is tropical. Which is everyone’s world. Grebe and moose and brier and invisible powers
that withdraw into the shadows.
Trees drip with the lingering moisture of a large
gray dawn, a sweetness in the air of impending thunder, eddies and pumpkin. The
rain is the arbiter of secrets. Push-ups across the sidewalk that our eyes find
natural and our trumpets blast into history, while breakfast continues, and
romance and wheels. Our thoughts are perturbed by the highway, and letters to
the editor of the local newspaper are vigorously composed by pen and calliope. Despair,
if necessary.
It is a naked pain that glitters in the hand like
science. There is a mutation whose aesthetic is a position that we steady with
belief, proverbs that incubate in an interior affluence of jewels and ambiguity.
It is this constant flux that permits the validity of hunger to hurry into
agriculture. There are sounds available to insert this into language. The
clatter of cutlery, the allegories of napkins. The spread of butter, the
dilation of thirst. The poetry of thread, the call of the wild. Even the menus
seem tonic. As if the table beneath them pushed upward, like an act of gusto.
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