The
signs employed in propositions are called rudders. They steer the mind, which
would otherwise drift aimlessly, as it might do in an airport, or law office.
There
are medications available for ataraxia, eudaimonia, euthymia, and upekkhā. The key word is
for. These are medications in support
of euphoric solutions to the nettles and thorns of life and appear in a variety
of forms: ecstasy, codeine, dithyramb, dada.
Most
of my medication has a coefficient similar to Holland, which is why I’ve chosen
to go through life explaining facelifts to the faithful and plunge my fingers
into strange anatomies. Sometimes I grip the light in my hands dreaming of the
heraldry of stars. But most of the time I stand around trembling like a soy
bean. The mazurka deepens my appreciation of milk. I feel perforated and
evident.
Happily
there is a farm where we can dig for potatoes and become real men. I have a map
of China and can run circles around a rusty sabbatical. Even the railroad
flirts with abstraction from time to time. When the storm arrives we can elope.
I’ve fallen in love with a clock. It’s a broken clock, but what does that
matter? Time is an illusion. Let the local architecture thunder in solemn
approval. There’s more to sketching a bewildered psychoanalysis than
embarrassing a glove compartment with last minute propositions.
I
search for power in the folds of a hog. Later I ruminate on the quantity of
sweat this produces and lean over the balcony to study the crowd. A flock of
words raises the highway from a delirious libido and puts it into a lithograph.
The question is, whose words? Are these feral words? Are these the words of an
aleatory abstraction or do they belong to a rogue arousal?
Let
us suppose that the spine is a spiral staircase and that the lumber destined
for paradise is pure dogma. Does this mean that states can be described but not
named?
Yes.
I
get the measles whenever I think about woodbine. You don’t know how sensitive I
am. Pretty women torture me with hope. Yesterday I had my stitches removed. The
sublime bends my blood into a speedboat. I’ve grown feathers. Meanwhile the
Druids forage for old Beatles records. I stroll the waterfront enveloped in a
solemn socialism. Even the gargoyles complement my exquisite grumpiness.
It
is said, in these regions, that the structures of propositions stand to one
another in internal relations. I have no reason to doubt this. Life scratches
itself whenever it’s near a railroad. I say life as if it were my next door
neighbor. Life is very close to me. I think, in many ways, that it is life that
causes my fingers to itch and burn whenever I hold a proposition in my cupped
hands and feel its little heart beat with controversy.
The
world is the whole world. There is nowhere else to go. If Robert De Niro
doesn’t make you feel better, I don’t know what to say. You might try licorice.
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