A confusion club attracts kiwis. Allow me to introduce Molly Ringworm. She sings soulful ballads from the fireworks door. I spit words for the flower. The one in the pot, by the carpal tunnel syndrome. We're in office mode if we dance. I’m learning the electric boogaloo. It tells the story of our mocking spirit. The impulse joke. I grew it from a concertina and a handful of coordinates. There was a sense of impending mutation. Perplexity at our incense rush. It’s best to infiltrate a fall by exalting it. Just before you hit the floor. Talk fast. But meaningfully. Like you were wrestling with something. A sudden revelation. Or an express escalator laughing all the way down to the lingerie department. Because we encumber ourselves in the volumes of life, and such things deserve a special kind of attention. A bas-relief of choice heats my stove, and the house gargles a piano. When the images dream I feel like an airplane. The world floats in my blisters. The abstractions carry plump green thoughts. And the carp enjoy the sun in shallow water. What does it all mean? It’s not even a question anymore. It’s an argument.
I
wonder how many people wonder, on a daily basis, WTF am I doing here?
It’s
good to sprawl out near the singing fold. I want the door to be fractious, it's
a participle, not a ripple. The discipline begins with a charming process
involving recruitments, odors, and engaging perversions. Civilization is
embarrassed. The bulbous aberrations are jaunty tonight. What romance! What
luxuries! Yet all is not perfect. There are problems, debts, and rampant
prolixity. Planets orbit the mismanagement of your inner conflict. I see
wormwood in your gallantry. Why must everything in life be so corduroy? My rose
believes everything I pour on it. A powerful voice can twist an entire
paragraph into believing it’s Victor Hugo. But it takes a real idiot to chew
the air into a turnip. Yachts don’t make me jealous. Houses do. I like to hum
majuscules when I tear buzzwords apart. I’m trying to get at the shape of
things. Amazing ovals. Trapezoids. Spheres. Nonagons. Prisms. Kisses. Bedsheet
salons. The bulge of time in an inflatable daydream. Demand diamonds. Follow your
instincts when they come to a boil.
If
you look inside the novice bird, you’ll see all the offers are from the beyond.
There’s even a coupon for withdrawal. It’s a retreat conducted by a whisper of yearning.
Things seem to be happening backwards. The time is out of joint. Sculpt an
exculpation, excite the dusty grace of forgiveness. It pays to develop an
argument. It’s hard to convince anyone of anything these days. And yet
everyone’s so gullible. Illusions feed my romance with milk. I turn the page
and slide down a snapdragon. I know this zone. It’s an airport under pressure
from a drop in trust. A good slap will defuse the situation. Accepting a stick
across a loving embrace signals a U-turn. A cardboard joke sashays out of the
elevator. Everything stems from a zipper what a crock. The word balloon on
stilts is a better stopgap than a suitcase when it comes to cartoon technology.
A chronically thick vertigo might be a symptom of technicolor. You should go
see a cinema.
If
I have time to sit beside a perception a reason for doing so will eventually
present itself. I put this down straight. Actions in the past have a way of
insisting on their backslide. My personal astronomy became an emotional whirlwind
after rumors were spread. The slightest laziness on the part of the writer will
be discerned among the litter, the empty beer cans, the wide-eyed look of the
ballerina hiding behind the couch, Jerry Lee Lewis rocking out on a flat screen
TV. The many pitfalls of representing a scrambled circumstance with all the
right notes and nuance. The sky glossing over all its proposals with a layer of
feathery cirrus. The mystery of the Mary Celeste. The poignancy of any random
waterfront. Cry of gulls. Shifting of perspective. I saw Elvis in a French fry.
It had tiny lips and a thunderous pompadour. What slow entertainments I do in
the autumn is a testament to my capacity for constructing a stately lassitude,
upholstering it with butterflies and gargoyles, and launching it from a 19th
century rolltop in Giggleswick.
Is this what the fall of Rome felt like? I think it was more like the weight we pretend to carry when gravity fails. When the old laws fail and the new laws are waiting to be written. The past is a condition of the present. It’s not the kind of thing you want to balance on the end of your tongue. You don’t do anything 50 years ago. Even though you can feel it waiting. The first time I saw Paris. The last time I saw sorcery. What haunts me, what’s chained to my leg. The veins. The bread on the table. We slosh back and forth in ecstasy smelling of dirt and bark.

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